I miss the taste of the ocean on my lips. I miss the little salty kisses. The stare of the lustrious blue, and the obligitory wish of staying in this wonderful moment Forever.
Then I realize, the ocean isn't worth my time because if you could stay there forever your moments would never amount to anything. Then what would we have?
Time wasted.
Monday, August 31, 2009
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
I can't believe it.
Everytime I finally completely give up on girls (figuratively), that day i find some amazing girl. And this always happens, which is great, its just getting to point of giving up is the problem.
Like I'm over Angela, over Susan, over Cassie, and over Rachel. So i give up and give in and say "You wins fuckers i'll be just your guy friend, way to break me down." Here stumbles in another young lady in which feels like there is a real connection, finally. Someone down to earth, someone who shares some interests. Someone who by the way is physically and emotional beautiful, walks into my life and shakes everything to the core. But here i'm torn. What the hell am i supposed to do now? I just got over all these girls and now you send me another one? You guys are fucking sick.
Now let's say we are here at this crossroad. Here i can risk everything, put all that i have on the line and go for broke. Try and sweep her off her feet. Or i can stay back, play the defensive style and see if she makes a move (pretty much has never worked for me). If i play the waiting game she could potentially think i dont like her and continue on, then boom FRIENDZONED. I could make a move out of the blue freak her out then she goes boom FRIENDZONED. And a relationship can spark from both situations too but i havent had much luck with that lately.
You could also take the third road. You can get driven through the chest with the stake of reality. Which is "Dude this is Reno, she probably has a boyfriend!" OH THATS RIGHT. SUPER COOL. The game is over before it even started.
This is pretty draining. It's as if giving up isnt enough I have to give up harder.
"Ok i give up again."*checks around for any new ladies* "No really promise this time!"
Also i cant release too much info about the girl. Most of the people who read the blog know who it is. But if you thinks its you its probably not just to clarify. Also if you think its you and you like me, let me know i won't bite.
Like I'm over Angela, over Susan, over Cassie, and over Rachel. So i give up and give in and say "You wins fuckers i'll be just your guy friend, way to break me down." Here stumbles in another young lady in which feels like there is a real connection, finally. Someone down to earth, someone who shares some interests. Someone who by the way is physically and emotional beautiful, walks into my life and shakes everything to the core. But here i'm torn. What the hell am i supposed to do now? I just got over all these girls and now you send me another one? You guys are fucking sick.
Now let's say we are here at this crossroad. Here i can risk everything, put all that i have on the line and go for broke. Try and sweep her off her feet. Or i can stay back, play the defensive style and see if she makes a move (pretty much has never worked for me). If i play the waiting game she could potentially think i dont like her and continue on, then boom FRIENDZONED. I could make a move out of the blue freak her out then she goes boom FRIENDZONED. And a relationship can spark from both situations too but i havent had much luck with that lately.
You could also take the third road. You can get driven through the chest with the stake of reality. Which is "Dude this is Reno, she probably has a boyfriend!" OH THATS RIGHT. SUPER COOL. The game is over before it even started.
This is pretty draining. It's as if giving up isnt enough I have to give up harder.
"Ok i give up again."*checks around for any new ladies* "No really promise this time!"
Also i cant release too much info about the girl. Most of the people who read the blog know who it is. But if you thinks its you its probably not just to clarify. Also if you think its you and you like me, let me know i won't bite.
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