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On a subsequent note of emo JC being emo. My old friend Nick Yacono, who is basically being a badass in japan as hard as possible, gave me some words of wisdom like he always does when i haven't talked to him in a year or so.

ME - You know what sucks? When you realize that you are trying to be like your friends and losing most of the things that make you different.

Or when you post bulletins on myspace to see if anyone is really listening.

Or when the person you want to respond doesn't.

Some people should try their luck today.


Nick - Was it me? Am I the one you wanted to respond? I thought so. JC, what's important in life is to always be true to yourself. The people who gravitate in and out of our lives are little more than meaningless attachments to the past. Longing feelings for the way things could be or could have been offer nothing but remorse in the end. Instead, look forward to each day as a new oppertunity to make happen those things that you would like to see happen in this world. You can wait forever wondering if some people ever understood or noticed your subtle games and indecipherable hints or you can just tell them what you want to say. At least then you'll know for sure. Coward.

Talk about a kick to the throat to wake me up eh?