One one second and suddenly gone.

I feel like everything is passing me by so quickly. I mean i'm so lost all the time searching for one small glimpse of a decent future. Faint bits of serenity seem to come by so rarely these days its hard to sleep. And when sleep actually comes around i feel the most alive.

Such vivid dreams pass through my mind. Generations of sick tricks pass only to awake a few hours later to this disgusting reality.

The reality of it all is so melancholy and drab.

Every single day is the same.